empty buggy

today i went to king soopers for the first time since isa died. it was really hard. it used to be a real treat to go to the grocery store without kids. now it is just real lonely.

love bug.

We love you!

You are not alone, trust me.  We all miss Isa and think about her constantly.  Her curly black hair and her perfect little nose.  I remember going into the old occupations room and there she was, fast asleep in her cradle, content because she was close to her mommy.  Even better was when she would cry, so soft and sweet.

Little Mountain Lion

One of my favorite pictures of Isa. This was my screen saver when I first got the picture, & every time I opened my computer, I would just laugh at her cute face. She's trying so hard not to smile, and I could just see her little attitude. Plus, I loved that she was wearing the little rasta dress I got her for her 2nd birthday, which she outgrew too soon and it became a shirt.

i've been starting to feel like we are the only ones still thinking of isa. i know that is not true, and that loneliness is part of the grieving, but that is why we want to hear other people's thoughts and memories of her (or even dreams, if she visits you that way!). no matter how short or irrelevant you think it might be, we would love to hear about it. thank you. z&b.